Dear DG:

Dear Daynon:

Right now you are going through a tough time in your life. Your past is getting in the way of your future, and it is stressing you out. We were supposed to spend some time together today, but with all the stress you called it off. At first I was upset (I was really looking forward to spending the day with you, I have been excited about it since it first came up weeks ago), and then I was worried that I had done something to upset you. And here's the thing, when people are mad at me the NEVER tell me why. They just decide it would be better if they just ignore me - P.S. this just stresses me out and I don't get closure, nor can I apologize.
A little bit ago we were sitting on the couch talking. You said that I should plan on being around a while and I told you that as long as you want me around, I would stick around. I meant it. I want you to let me in on what is going on in your head. I want you to be able to trust me and let me help in any way that I can. Relationships are hard, especially at the beginning (or figuring out if you want to be in a relationship - like the stage we're in). The stakes aren't exactly in our favor either, with you living so far away and having a full time job and a part time job. But I am willing to try and make it work. Daynon, I think that you are amazing. The way you talk about your daughter and your hopes for the future astound me. The man that you are, and the things that you have gone through are evident in the way that you treat those around you.
So here it is, I care for you - a lot more than I expected to. I care about your well being, and the excitement that I feel when I get to spend time with you is like nothing I've experienced. I am genuinely excited to see you and get to know you better.
So far as I'm concerned, I want to keep trying to spend more time with you. I wish I could tell you all of this, but you won't hear about this, at least not now.

I hope this can become a thing.
Jasmine.