Well you remember when I posted a little bit ago about a guy that I thought was so amazing. Well after our 3rd date he completely dropped me. And then a week later he took me off of Facebook. Now, I don't judge my relationships off of whether i am friends with someone on Facebook, but when someone who doesn't really use their Facebook in the first place takes you off of theirs, you know they want to avoid you at all costs. So I broke for a couple of hours, but then I was okay.
Today I was thinking about the last month and I realized that there are other things in my life other than a guy. And from the start, there were a few things that kind of made me a little uncomfortable but I just brushed them off to the side and didn't worry about them, but now I see that they do matter. One of the things is that he would tell me things that weren't necessarily a lie, but he was definitely avoiding the truth. And there were some questions that he wouldn't answer, things that I found important to talk about.
So yeah. I am perfectly fine without him, and since then I have since found that God was preparing me because I didn't really have feelings for him, I was jut happy to have a guy who paid some attention to me. But I am worth more than that, I am not going to put my time and energy into someone who doesn't even want me around. I respect myself more than that.
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