Time

Hey guys -

I'm not sure why I'm putting that, considering that I don't even know if people read this. In any case, I pretend like people do, but I'm kind of just kidding myself.

So I have been thinking quite a bit of how I spend my time. For a lot of the days, I am working. In some way or another. Whether it be charms or at the shack, I am just always having to worry about work. Then there is the time when I am sleeping - one of my favorites. Also, there is the time that I am with my friends. I love my friends dearly. they are the best thing ever, literally.

There's this thing about me that is weird. It seems like I am either being good with my time, or I am doing nothing. And that is perfectly okay with me. When I am with the guy that I like, it doesn't matter what we are doing. We can be playing Frisbee or talking or sitting on the couch looking at a TV and I will be happy that I am just spending time with him. I realized it today when all I wanted to do was sit on a couch with him, not doing anything. And that tends to be the place that I want to be when I'm tired, bored, sad, exhausted or just not wanting to be in my house. Which makes me think if it is the best way to spend my time.

Time is a strange thing. It is something that can pass slowly, or so quickly. And either way, there is no way to get it back. Once time has gone, its gone and there is nothing anyone can do about it. I know that I am not the best at using my time wisely and I am one who likes to sit and watch TV and movies, and sometimes that is okay. I really try to get the most done that I a can in a day - I am working on organizing my life so that I can make sure that I am doing all the important things and then doing them.

There are my thoughts. I think time is a wonderful thing, yet an enemy all the same. Life is passing, and i need to get my stuff together so that I  can get the most out of life that I possibly can because I don't know how much time I will have to do everything that I want to.