Content

Is this what happiness is supposed to be like? I am content. I have amazing roommates, awesome friends, a wonderful family and a future that is finally starting to come to together.

Yesterday I registered for classes for next semester. That was quite the chore. I changed mt major! I am now officially a Deaf Studies major with an emphasis in Interpreting with a minor in Religious Studies. These may seem random to some, and even to me sometimes, but I have spent so much time thinking about this, and I feel like this is what I am supposed to be doing at this time. I may not have a social life next semester, but that seems to be the consensus among my friends as well. I am excited for my classes even though I have no idea what I'm getting myself into.

On the boys front, I am honestly happy. I have been hanging out with 2 guys a lot and they are both really awesome. I know for a fact that I have feelings for one of them, and I think that he might like me a little bit. My roommates are rooting for something to happen between us, and I surely wouldn't mind :). There is also another guy that I met at the beginning of the semester, but just started to get to know late last week. He is really great, and I can't believe that I am lucky enough to be able to spend time with him. Every time I go anywhere, my roommates ask which one I;m going to be with, and it changes day to day. In any case, I am not dating anyone currently and there is nothing wring with hanging out with multiple guys at similar times.

There are definitely good aspects to all of this. i no longer think that I am going to end up #foreveralone anymore. I mean, there are 2 guys that I think that I may have a chance with, something that I never would have thought 3 months ago. And it makes me happy because what I believe about being yourself is the only way to be happy.

In other news, I am going on a date on Friday! Its my birthday tomorrow and instead of having a "birthday party" I wanted to go on a big group date, to go ice skating, with my friends. I intended to ask this one guy, but he broke his toe on Saturday so he can't exactly go ice skating. So then I had to think of someone else, and both of the other guys that I considered asking are both working that night. So I asked my other friend - it wasn't instant and I had to check with my roommates and make sure that it was okay. In any case, I am going on a date - for my birthday - with the guy that pretty much every girl in my ward wants to go on a date with. And the great thing is that we are just friends and it will be oh so enjoyable :) you could say I'm excited.

This feeling is new to me, and I know that I've said it before, but I am very happy. Of course there are days that aren't as great as others, but I really don't have anything to really complain about. Things are going great and I am healthy. I'm looking forward happily to my 20th year of life! At this point, it is going to start out with a bang and that is all I've ever wanted.